Fifty-five years ago, my little brother, Jamie, was born.
Twenty-six years ago (not to the day), he died.
Today, I contemplate the birth of his death.
Being only 3 when he was born, I only have vague memories of his birth, as any 3-year old might. We established our relationship in the physical realm, as any siblings would, who could. And then, a very short 29 years later, he died on the ski slopes of Alta, being Jamie. Embracing his physical form and celebrating that day as he did every other day.
Today, I am aware that was a day of birth for me, and I often contemplate if the day he died was also a day of birth for him.
Following his death, I decided once and for all to believe that life is way more than what we can hug, physically, and it was then that I started down my own path of evolution - demanding, accepting, and relinquishing.
I accepted and stepped into my psychic and spiritual abilities by demanding not to let go of Jamie, but meet him where he was. This meant I had to relinquish the thought that one had to be special or gifted to be spiritual or psychic.
By the simple power of thought and decision, I could still see him, talk to him, and hear him. And I decided that I could give a shit if people thought I was crazy.
This was me, and this was the new paradigm of our relationship.
So Jamie dies, and much like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz, he goes off to be with all of his other friends in another world. He was always doing that in life, and now in death - things never changed.
So on the day that he died, was he “re-born” into life in another realm. This brought many questions to mind…
Was his physical incarnation (and is yours) a manifestation of a fragment of his energy, and when he died, was his fragmented energy made whole again?
Was there a celebration, a birthday party when he “returned?” Can you really “return” to a place or a realm that you never really leave?
When he was born into this earth, did the souls that he “left” cry? Would they miss him, as he forgot who he was? Or is birth like a bon voyage party, knowing you will sail the seven seas, only to have a guaranteed round trip ticket?
Are the other souls, and indeed the rest of your energy, happy, because you are only off to boarding school… and while you will forget who you really are - or the fragment of your energy which incarnates will forget it’s wholeness - the rest of the souls, and your energy, and indeed you as God never forgets, never loses sight of you, and is with you always? (hint, the answer is yes).
So, as we are on our paths to remembering, evolving, and becoming whole again, take a moment to contemplate with me the birth of death.
Demand to be all of who you are.
Stop being fragmented pieces of your energy, struggling to learn in lack.
Be whole and live in abundance.
Relinquish to the idea that you are all that.
You ARE as much as and HAVE as much as every other soul and living being.
You are gifted.
Be crazy with me. The birth of your true self is right here and now. It has already happened, and it happens in every moment.
Let go, step in, be infinite.
Live today as one who embraces the physical form and celebrates this day and every other day, knowing that there are infinite tomorrows. Do not wait until your death or the death of a loved one to be born.
AFTERTHOUGHTS…
To me, these thoughts and contemplations are an integral part of the path of ascension and the art of evolved living. While being human, I felt a great deal of loss and grief when my brother died. It was a traumatic accident that we all had to come to grips with and to heal from. I could not even speak his name or about his death without tears.
Through cellular release hypnotherapy, I released the trauma of his death. I saw the evolutionary gift that he gave me, and what in my life became possible in his death, and what was actually born. If you want to know more about healing grief through cellular release hypnotherapy, and developing stronger relationships with those who have died through the art of evolved living, I would be honored to help you and guide you further.
Happy Birthday Jamie
AUTHOR: Leanne McClain is an OSYL Transformational Healer, Medical Intuitive, Hypnotherapist & Stress Coach utilizing HeartMath Coaching, Intuitive Stress Relief Guidance & Hypnotherapy for Relief from Stress, Trauma and Abuse. Her invitation to you, is to take a leap of faith and realize the divine light and love that you are, and heal. Her purpose is to help her clients find relief from the effects of abuse, trauma, or PTSD, and to help them see that it is possible to have a healthier, happier, and joyful existence.
Find out more about Leanne and her services HERE.