Enlightenment & Wisdom
I now understand that I can be the BRIDGE. I can work a very three dimensional job, and still hear my Soul’s Voice. I can meet the financial obligations I created for myself, AND do so with a loving and grateful heart. I can have a small percentage of what I thought I SHOULD HAVE by now in my life, and be beyond grateful for the very next breath I have, because truly, that is all any of us have.
The vision fades and my Spirit Guides remind me of my “Job”. I'm here to light the way. Period. How you, the reader, decide to practice in this lifetime is entirely up to you - the message, the modality, the words, the symbols, and the tools that you choose are not of my concern.
This is YOUR ship to drive. Just stay in the light, and you too will find your way.
And me? Once again I am reminded why I don’t quit. Why I don’t just throw in the towel and choose an easier more single-focused way.
I know my job. Just keep the light on Laurie. Burn Bright. Don’t Dim your light, no matter what. Don’t shroud your light out of fear of being judged, singled out, told that you are TOO MUCH or NOT ENOUGH. No, none of that matters. Just keep the light burning brightly so others will find their way to the path.
Oftentimes, what keeps us from breaking out into the world is our fear and false and limiting beliefs. I know that firsthand because I struggled with this for years, and I finally realized who I am as a spiritual practitioner and how I can be help people, but it wasn't always clear for me. I moved through many different iterations of my own spiritual path awakening. I've worked with more teachers than I can count on my hands and toes. And I've worked on myself, breaking down each wounded part of me into tiny little pieces. I've analyzed them. I've spent time and money healing. I've lingered long, and languished in suffering. I've repeated patterns over and over again, just to make sure I'm “really clear or really healed”. I've been on top of the mountain and I've been buried under piles of dirt, again and again, each time learning something new, remembering my truths, then forgetting it again, feeling painful memories, thoughts of dejection, rejection, and failure, but also feeling incredibly powerful and purposeful - having a strong vision to give back to humanity in a huge way.
For many years as a reader and energy healer, I found myself in the business of “fortune-telling” or predictive reading; using Tarot, Oracle cards, or Intuitive divination to answer questions like, “What’s going to happen”, “What is he or she thinking?”, " Yes, or No", or “When will the change happen?”
